Since there's very little grief training in our culture, people
are often surprised by how hard their grief hits them. We usually
don't know what to expect until we experience a major loss and
begin to suffer the consequences.
It's important to understand that grief is a pervasive
experience that impacts the whole person--physically, mentally,
emotionally, and spiritually. It's also important not to be afraid
to experience grief symptoms--many people try to put their grief
aside and "get over it," but this only delays the healing process.
As you go through the grieving process, you'll probably experience
three distinct phases of grief.
Shock and Denial
Most people experience this as their initial reaction--shock, a
feeling of numbness or unreality, and possibly even denial that the
loved one is gone. In this initial phase, our minds begin to adjust
to the loss of our loved one.
Because this is such a difficult time, thinking about or
experiencing grief constantly is too painful, so we go back and
forth between believing the loss has happened and a sense of denial
or unreality. It's critical to give yourself time to adjust to the
loss and to come to terms with it. This stage can last as long as
This is a time of chaos for individuals experiencing grief at
the loss of a loved one as they try to adjust to the world without
the person in it. During this phase, we are intensely aware of the
reality of our loss, but will try almost anything to escape it.
This is a period of exhaustion and intense emotion, and the
grieving person will often experience mood swings, sometimes
dramatic ones. Normal emotions at this stage include anger, extreme
sadness, depression, despair, and extreme jealousy of others who
haven't suffered the same loss.
During this stage, people begin to understand all the
implications of the loss and begin to rebuild their life. This
stage can last a year or more.
This stage is also known as acceptance or reorganization. The
disrupted stage people go through comes to an end as they find a
new balance. People in mourning become aware that the physical
signs of their grief are beginning to fade and that they are less
exhausted than they once were.
The pain of the loss remains, but the unbearable intensity of it
recedes, and people begin to experience hope again. Life begins to
seem possible again.